Clear depiction!

I’m brave enough to tell him I still want him, but too afraid of rejection to go get him. I’m brave enough to sit on the side and wait for him to heal, but too scared to let him heal me. I know what it is I want from him but I don’t know how to say it to make him understand. I start to call but I stop because my pride wont let me beg this time. I start a text and then erase it because the feelings I still feel Im supposed to outgrow,right? Im woman enough to deal with my heartbreak and fix what has been broken, but not enough to sit back and not feel a thing once he has spoken.

Im woman enough to admit that I fell in love, but not tough enough to let my guard down for him and believe in his love. Im woman enough to let things be, but naive enough to believe that what’s meant to be will always come back and find me. I know I love this man through and through, but our time is up you want me to be through with you. Im woman enough to say I was wrong and shouldn’t have tried to get my lick back, but I’m not tough enough to look you in your eyes and tell you that I don’t want you back. I’m woman enough to know what’s right and what’s wrong, but I’m too scared to be wrong about you when all I want is to be there when you come home!

Im brave enough to say that I’m going to hate when I have to move on. But Im woman enough to know that my love is exclusive and I don’t deserve to be alone. Im tough enough to admit that I miss your voice and your smile, but not enough to pick up the phone for you to tell me I was wrong. Im woman enough to admit to the world that I love that man, but too hurt to trust myself that I’ve chosen the right man. I’m brave enough to admit that he most definitely is a good man, but not tough enough to let him know that at the end of it all, he’s the only one I will and ever did picture as my husband! -Donnie Sharrell

5 thoughts on “Clear depiction!

  1. I honestly don’t know what to say… I never really seen this day coming!! Fr but I’m sorry from the bottom of my heart!!! I never meant to break ur heart again 😔

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