I’ll rather be without it #Poerty

I’ll rather be without the love that I want than stay and not feel what is supposed to be mine. I’ll rather be without the love that I want than stay where my heart can’t be heard. See being without it is better than loving someone who doesn’t know how to do anything but fin for self, but to survive. Its better than staying in the grasp of someone you want so badly but cannot have.

I’ll rather be without the love I want than settle for what it is that the one loving me thinks I need. I don’t ask for much so what I do ask for… I need! I’ll rather be without it because without it I cannot hurt from it. Hurt from a love that swallows you whole with a mouth full of bliss and spits you out once it’s snatched away. Hurt from a love that belongs to a man who’s gone over a decade without the feel of a hug or the warmth from another’s touch.

I’ll rather be without it if with it I have to give up a piece of my value as a woman. If I have to submit and shut up just to validate a fake narrative then I’ll go without the love I want. I’m fine without it If I can’t stand in my femininity and get the same effort I give, or when it goes bad have a partner who’s willing to begin again. I need my love to be equally yoked… And when my love feels us slipping don’t only blame me see where you’re at fault. I’ll rather go without the love I want then stay and be without passion and submit to a selfish lover who brings our loving to a halt.

I’ll rather be without the love that I want than stay and not feel what is supposed to be mine. Because if its mine I need to know it’s mine and if I can’t have that I’ll be fine going on without it.

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