Oh you really fucked up this time... This time... I can't gather myself to come back and love you after this time!
I stand on my own and leave you where I met you..alone, because see you really fucked up this time! Yeah I tried to come back and love you, forgive you ignore your faults and thug it out for you. But see you really fucked up this time! Yeah you let a real one go, spine in my back like your momma hoe and I don’t give a damn what you told them folks because you know and I know..!
Oh you really fucked up this time.. I can’t get my feelings right this time! Because you know I Loved You above my pain and that’s one of the reasons you have to go. Yeah I know I fucked up too, my first fuck up was loving you! I failed to protect myself from a man who couldn’t even provide safeness, after a good woman was given to him and thrown in his face he failed when he blamed her for falling. See he wanted to have the pussy, wanted his heart to be on top but now I’m gone and I won’t stop him he can go douche it. Oh boy you really fucked up this time…
No man of mine will beat me down and make me have to relive the pain I caused him while I have to suck up mine. Oh you really fucked up this time… You lied, said you would always be my best friend never judge me and never put your heart before mine. You lied and that’s okay because when I met you your body was caged away, I thought your mind and your heart were free but see that part of you was never really for me.
You manipulated every happiness I had and tried to steal my energy but at the end of the day what’s not yours will not work for you and what’s for me will always be for me even if that’s not you.
Oh you really fucked up this time.. This time.. I can't gather myself to come back and love you after this time!
I gave you my heart you tore it apart, I’ll never forgive you for that because I explained my hurt to you and you still kicked me where I was vulnerable at. I find it funny how I mapped it out and you still couldn’t find the route that led to my heart. Right before I have days of pain you always manage to break my heart but then claim that you are the man for me as you punch in Kick down my needs. Yeah you really fucked up this time..! I tried to give you a family and fight for us through all my traumas and hurts with all my might but it just wasn’t right.
By leaving me when I'm down and out you just made it official that you'll never be my other half and that you can kiss my ass oh and if you can't tell, you really fucked up this time!