I'm uncertain if the path that I walk was already mapped out for me. Or if every breath I took from the day I was born played a part in writing my story. I'm uncertain if I was meant to be a sponge for unwanted experiences, or a teacher to those who hurt just as … Continue reading Uncertain questions..
Tag: self love
Heart in flames 🔥 #poetry
Photo By: Donnie Sharrell I watch you burn away a flashing heart that was once a universal note as my heart releases what yesterday and the day before has revealed. I watch as the flames turn my hand written let go into ash and form into a flaming heart giving me the sign of all … Continue reading Heart in flames 🔥 #poetry
Tell me what sign you think the universe was trying to give me during this letter burning ritual?
Yes I took these photos! Yes I meditated over the paper after i did my daily writing ritual! No I didn't use anything to ignite the flame. Tell me what you took from these photos... Do you see the heart? ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️ Photo By: Donnie sharrell Photo credit: Donnie sharrell
As I grow…🌳
As a spirit that lt is constantly growing I have cried. I have been hurt and overcome, I have looked into the eyes of death and came out on my feet. I have failed and failed again with the determination to win. As a growing spirit I have learned to love and felt heartbreak. I … Continue reading As I grow…🌳
The Loud 9 👺
Shh.. you're to loud! I can't think when all of you are yelling at once. I can't think when everyone of you have singular thoughts and something to say. Shh.. It's way too loud for me to concentrate and demonstrate normal sane acts. It's way to loud inside of here for there to just be … Continue reading The Loud 9 👺
Donyaz Corner Tea Time 🔔 (navigating through loss)
Hey Luvz!Let's sit back in our corner cut and sip tea while we chat... When ever we suffer a loss weather it be death, moving forward and leaving things in the past, or heartbreak... To mourn is natural. We naturally miss the things or people that we grow to love and that's okay. But during … Continue reading Donyaz Corner Tea Time 🔔 (navigating through loss)
Healing is a process!
It's okay to cry even in the middle of your healing It's okay if you feel like you're missing something and you need closure on a certain situation It's alright that you have good day's followed by bad ones. Because you can't appreciate a good day without knowing what a bad one feels like It's … Continue reading Healing is a process!
Donyaz Corner Tea Time (Starting Over)
Hey luvz! Lets sit back in our corner cut and sip tea while we chat! Its okay to start over again because starting over allows you to do things differently. Its okay because in the art of starting over you're allowed to feel your feelings without criticism and you're able to find you again. Find … Continue reading Donyaz Corner Tea Time (Starting Over)
Not that into you! 🎼
I tell myself Im not that into you... I tell myself wishing that shit was true... I tell myself Im not that into you.. So I can move on an not allow no more hurt from you.. That's why I tell myself Im not that into you.. No more fuck faces no more loving you … Continue reading Not that into you! 🎼
Past laugh 😅 #let’s chat
Have you ever just set back and thought about a heartbreaking situation an laughed? Laughed because you were fooled by your own soft heart, fooled by a narrative that you really did believe. Once you've gone through something and gotten through it, you start to become numb to it, you start to dissect it. Once … Continue reading Past laugh 😅 #let’s chat
A Disrespectful fuck you
Is is fair of me to say Fuck you disrespectfully... Is it fair of me to say that as of today you no longer have space in my heart and you can kiss my ass. Or that I hope everything you see after me is hell. Or that I pray for every love you try … Continue reading A Disrespectful fuck you
I’ll rather be without it #Poerty
I'll rather be without the love that I want than stay and not feel what is supposed to be mine. I'll rather be without the love that I want than stay where my heart can't be heard. See being without it is better than loving someone who doesn't know how to do anything but fin … Continue reading I’ll rather be without it #Poerty
No…Not now 👑
No... Not now, not ever will I renounce my thrown or lower my crown! No... Not ever will I deny the who the what or the whys that make me, I... Because it is I who bares the pain that formed my crown! No... Not now or then would I waver what I believe in, … Continue reading No…Not now 👑
Donyaz Corner Tea Time
Thanks for tuning in Luvz, it's been a while! Let's sit back and our corner cut and sip tea while we discuss self action and accountability....! When it comes to self action and accountability or being accountable in love, where is it that you stand Luvz? See I'm on the richter scale in the love … Continue reading Donyaz Corner Tea Time
2 wrongs can’t make it right!
There's no more need for you to pretend like you hear my heart talking to you! There's no need to pretend like we haven't lost all in all when we decided to make that call! But don't get it twisted because if what I had to offer was fake, than you're faker than fake. See … Continue reading 2 wrongs can’t make it right!
Captor my captor! Pt3 #short story #Trigger
Present: "You look famished Nayja. Look I made smothered chicken, rice an gravy, roasted carrots and sweet bread muffins." Colin's voice was soft but there was something else, he also looked tired physically and mentally. My insides were turning with hate and fear but I had a plan, and my plan was way more important … Continue reading Captor my captor! Pt3 #short story #Trigger
As a matter of fact😒
If I can't have it in full, I don't want the shit at all! I don't want just a little, where I keep giving and never receive. Because what I require I know you damn sure have so I refuse to only get half of what you promised to me. You want what you want … Continue reading As a matter of fact😒
Shhhh…. #poetry
When they said what is deserved will come to thy, I did not understand When they laughed at my pain, I could not comprehend As the sun fell and the darkness came again, I could not see As many walked away and I was the only one willing to stay, I did not fear For … Continue reading Shhhh…. #poetry
Why?
Why can't I stop? Why can't I stop crying tears for someone who never really did love me to begin with? Why can't I stop crying, when I already knew I couldn't keep it because I actually wanted it? Why can't I stop crying for a soul that doesn't belong to me anymore? Why do … Continue reading Why?
Captor my captor! pt2 #trigger #Short-story
Thanks for tuning in Luvz… Present: Colin watches me eat the food with intense excitement.”See I told you you’d enjoy the food Nayja, now once you relax our friendship can begin.” I wanted to cry so bad but the tears were stuck behind fear and confusion. “I don’t want to be your friend, i just want to … Continue reading Captor my captor! pt2 #trigger #Short-story